I NEEDNEEDNEED to revise on everything I can lay my hands on, be it Chinese or A Math. ESPECIALLY A and E Math.

But I feel like closing my eyes all the time and rolling it around because they seem stuck, and sometimes I feel like I have breathing problems.

I hope it's nothing serious.

And in Bio practical today I SOMEHOW managed to spill over three different experiments and some copper sulphate solution on my uniform.

Can you believe my blurness. I'll bet the teacher thought I was some wacko.

And Geography! I'm so demoralised by my test results.

I must try to get an A1 for the next test. I have to.

Sigh.

Tomorrow there's Math, A Math and Chinese Tuition.

And then on Saturday there's CIP, choir and then Christmas Island shopping.

Then I have to find a way of squeezing in homework before the holidays so I can go to Christmas Island with a peace of mind.

I really, really don't want anyone to think I'm not worthy of going to Christmas Island, or of getting my new phone, or of being in SCGS for that matter.

I have to work harder.

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I apologise for my rant.

I'm just very disppointed with my schoolwork and myself.

I'm not dumb; I just lack 95% of the intelligence normal people have.