September-October 2007
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October 2008-Now




I AM SO PROUD OF MY ABILITY TO KEEP SOME OF THESE DRAWINGS NO MATTER HOW MUCH THEY INJURE MY RETINAS AND CORNEAS.
Yep, just showing some of my old paintings and drawings and sketches, a large percentage of which are absolutely BLEH. I started drawing at an unknown age, and then began taking it seriously at about ten or eleven. I sucked, and I think I still do now.The funny thing is I can't believe I used to think some of these ahemcoughcough... 'masterpieces' were beautiful. Now when I look at them I sometimes feel my bout of holiday food poisoning acting up again. It'll be a vicious cycle for the drawings I do now; I may think I do a good job on some of them now, but I know that I'll dislike them later on when my expectations of myself get higher and higher. I still have so much to learn, and I don't know how long it'll take me, but I'll learn them best I can anyway.
But past all the superficial hate and ugliness and digust, I love my drawings, all of them, both new and old. I really, really do.
It's going to be a new year soon. And we're going back to school in a few days.
Oh whoop dee doo.
But anyway, I'm going to fight hard for it, and make a couple adjustments to my attitude. The first is NOT TO HUG ANYBODY SO MUCH AND FREAK THEM OUT. Definitely. Be happy, the people who should benefit from this. *pokes Nicole*
Second is not to procrastinate.
Anyway my mother is AMAZING. Throughout this holidays we've gotten into normal mother-daughter squabbles, but she's been hiring tuition teachers for me to improve on my Math and Chinese, as well as helping me out on NYAA and choir. I'm really thankful for that.
Oh, and I want her reading speed too.
Ma: Eh, let me read Twilight.
Me: Uhm, really? I don't think you'd like it. It's very sappy and romantic.
Ma: Let me read it.
My time taken to read Twilight: 4 days (due to interruption by Aiyi and Ma's nagging about my random faults)
Ma's time taken to read Twilight: 4.5 hours. STRAIGHT.
Me: How was Twilight?
Ma: It was okay.
Me: Your favourite part?
Ma: Don't know yet. But in the movie I like how the vampire climbs up the tree with the girl on his back like Spiderman liddat.
Me: Now that you've finished Twilight, you wanna read New Moon?
Ma: No, but you can tell me what it's all about.
Me: That would be spoiling it for you, but what the heck! Edward leaves Bella, Bella becomes emo, blah blah blah.
Ma: Tell me about Eclipse.
Me: *insert moar spoilers here*
Ma: Tell me about Breaking Dawn.
Me: *insert Wikipedia summary here* Now do you want to read the book?
Ma: No.
2 days later...
Ma: Let me read New Moon.
Me: Are you sure?
Ma: Let me read New Moon.
Me: I'll lend you Eclipse as well then.
Ma: No, dowan.
Me: You know you want to read it.
My time taken to read New Moon: 20 days (due to interruption from family's nagging and procrastination)
Ma's time taken to read New Moon: 5 hours. STRAIGHT.
Me: So how was New Moon? The girl was very emo, no?
Ma: The girl is very emo. The guy is also very emo. They're so childish. Take Eclipse back. I haven't read it yet.
Me: Do you want to read it?
Ma: No.
Me: I'm too lazy to take it back now. I'll leave it in your room for the time being.
One day later...
Ma: Okay, take the books back. I've finished reading Eclipse.
Me: Whut. How long did that take you?
Ma: 4 hours.
Yowza. I took 18 days due to interruption from family's nagging, procrastination and confiscation.
Okay. I started Breaking Dawn more than two weeks ago, and I haven't even gotten past the first chapter due to maximum procrastination. My mother just started reading Breaking Dawn thirty minutes ago. And my sis borrowed my Twilight book to read for ten minutes before going to sleep. What an accomplishment for her.
Okay I'm mean. Twilight lovers can go kill me now.
Byebye.